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I have a child, but I want to die

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I have a 14 year old son, who doesn't live with me (he lives in Germany with his father, I live in Canada). My life is a living hell, and there are no reasons to believe that things will ever improve. I'm sick and tired of it, and I don't want to suffer anymore. My question is: would it be better for my son if I had an "accident", rather than outright killing myself -- you know, "accidentally" stepping in front of a truck, as opposed to hanging myself. I just am so tired of hurting. No, I don't want to hurt my son, but how much misery is a person supposed to take?

total eclipse

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what would be better for you son is to get yourself into hospital for treatment for depression get stable get strong so you can be around along time for him
He will always need you he will grieve forever he will we just donot move on from a loss like that hugs


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I have 4 kids the oldest will be 20 in March and the youngest will be six soon too. I know the Hell you're feeling. I dont know what to say except to tell you that you arent alone hun :arms:
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