I am unemployed for 2 yrs. I recently received my Associates degee and had to terminate pursuing my Bachelors. I am behind on my house to the tune of 450.00 and the phone got turned off to the tune of 30.00 The Lights are due the car insurance is due and I have not red cent to my name. I am going to lose everything I own and furthermore I have no place to go except the streets and I know all about that and am not going to do that. This is why I feel I have no choice to end it all as there is no hope no answer and finally no solution to this mess. I dont want to do it I want to live but how can I without the ability to even care for myself. THere are no options.