my birthday is coming up soon and i have a perfect plan to kill myself that day. <Mod Edit>. then i will make all the arrangements for cremation and where the rest of my money will go. then on my birthday,i will <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. i hope that i don't wimp out cause i am a big chicken. i have no family or friends so nobody will miss me or care. the most important thing is that i will not suffer anymore. does anyone here agree that this is a great plan? i do.