I was falsely accused of a crime, the police out here are awful and corrupt. I am paying loads of money to defend my innocence. I had to drop out of college with 2 classes left to graduate to pay for a lawyer. My dreams are gone, my hopes lay dead, I am miserable. I am waiting for what I plan to use to arrive in the mail. I am angry but I am trying to hide it from everyone so I don't accidently vent my anger towards someone that does not deserve it. I am just waiting to die now, not sure what to do...I am not scared and not sad about it. My friends and family will think it was an accident. I have been researching accidental deaths and found one I could carry out that I should not have any troubles pulling off. No one will be harmed in the process...like I am not going to have a car accident or anything that would endanger anyone else's life or safety. Thanks for reading.