I have come close

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by doublemole, Aug 31, 2006.

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  1. doublemole

    doublemole Member

    I am an ex selfharmer with many scares(6years now stoped). I am not proude of what I did, but I feel judged what I have done espically by Doctors or nurses.

    specially if the accident was out of my control. I get into many accidents but feels like I am judged still.
     
  2. consciousinsane

    consciousinsane Well-Known Member

    I don't have a real solution, but I can say that I feel the same way. It's not only doctors though, but everyone. I have panic attacks all day long worried that people are judging me. I'm even switching family doctors because I dont' want her to judge me from a previous self harming thing a just a few months ago. I even feel as though my own wife judges me and I hate to go home and see her because of this. I try to be super quiet at work (even placing my pens down ever so slowly) as to avoid people from wondering what I'm doing. So don't feel like you are alone. There are many others who feel the judgment as well.
     
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