i do have feelings you know. im not cold and disconnected. i might not show that what you say is hurting me. i might not cry infront of you. but i wish you would understand that everyone of your words is like someone stabing me. i keep composure and i make out im okay. You get angry because you cant hurt me. but you are hurting me. your hurting me more than anything ever could. i lock off my feelings and my emotions i put on the mask and pretent to be happy. i do it to make you happy. to make your life easy. but im not okay. im not happy. i might smile but its false. So before you get moody and have ago. get stressed out and accuse me. i do have feelings. and you do hurt them.