i have feelings/

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Feb 11, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    i do have feelings you know.
    im not cold and disconnected.
    i might not show that what you say is hurting me.
    i might not cry infront of you.
    but i wish you would understand that everyone of your words is like someone stabing me. i keep composure and i make out im okay.

    You get angry because you cant hurt me.
    but you are hurting me. your hurting me more than anything ever could.
    i lock off my feelings and my emotions
    i put on the mask and pretent to be happy.
    i do it to make you happy.
    to make your life easy.

    but im not okay.
    im not happy.
    i might smile but its false.

    So before you get moody
    and have ago.
    get stressed out
    and accuse me.

    i do have feelings.

    and you do hurt them.
  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Aimie,
    Who's hurting you? Your boyfriend?? When he gets like that tell him to back off.. You have every right to feel good about yourself.. Are you in therapy?? They can teach you coping skills and how to recognise The cognitive distortions in your thinking..Many people who are on meds are able to stop taking them because therapy works for them..I have been in therapy for four years..It has helped me alot but I still have problems..We're working on them.. Take care and Stay Safe!!!
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