I have had agoraphobia for almost 3 years now. Its so bad that I have not left my house for 2 years. My husband does everything for me (shopping, etc). Im a prisoner in my own house. Have no friends. And no family that cares. Im considering to call my doctor to get hospitalized. But im freaking scared. my anxiety is so bad that im actually considering to kill myself instead because its simpler. I have lost myself. And im sure that no one would even notice if i killed myself.