White Dove, You have posted on this forum every day since june 23rd. Everyday. I dont know what to say...It doesnt seem to have helped you because by the looks of your posts your suicidal every other day. your First post was baisically a suicide note and then 2 days later you come back saying Hi! You deffinetly have a problem and these forums can only act as a band aid to the wound. You need to help yourself to an extent.
You like attention from the viewers of these forums it seems. You like it when they show sympathy toward your situation because I assume you dont get much of it in real life which is sad but happens to tons of people. So we will continue to listen to your situation and try to help as best we can but you need to help yourself to truly become happy again.
excuse me , but thats not it.
yes i have tried and set dates but something always interfers with it....
thats why i said stop asking God to interfer and just let me die.. i want to die and i will if others will stop the prayers to God..
every day??/
fine , i wont come back no more... i am gone ... for good.. you will know when i die cause i gave expressive child the links so you will know and i fully believe he will let you know..
i mean it this time..
you dont want me here and i can see that no one else does either
thanks for pointing it out to me.. all the more better and actually helps me to go and do it.. i can manage to find time alone and do it , so bye...
sorry everyone but i know how im seen, i know you think of me as attention only, so im gone.. when expressive child shows you my obit you will know i did it..
see the minister thought the same thing last time i did it , he thought i was wanting attention only , etc , he did not know i was serious or that i would do it but i did and i am gonna do it again
this time though its gonna work...
thanks alot...
for your help that is...
bye for good.
this little dove is gone tonight