..I am not supposed to be here.. I was supposed to "end it" on my birthday..but somehow my bf talked me out of it..
Now tonight we had a row; or more like I was yelling at him. I have let him down and I am such a bitch. I know he will be happier with a girl that doesn't shout at him all the time. I am a waste of everybody's space and time.
I love him...But this is so he can be happy...
Babe...why do I cry so much when I type this? Because you are my world..but I know I am too much of a failure to carry on in this life.. You may never read this, but I am so..sorry
x
Now tonight we had a row; or more like I was yelling at him. I have let him down and I am such a bitch. I know he will be happier with a girl that doesn't shout at him all the time. I am a waste of everybody's space and time.
I love him...But this is so he can be happy...
Babe...why do I cry so much when I type this? Because you are my world..but I know I am too much of a failure to carry on in this life.. You may never read this, but I am so..sorry
x