Hello. I'm a 19-year-old trans girl. I have literally lost everything because of something that happened on February 28th. And I think that I may have lost my boyfriend today. At this point, I know that I'll never be the real me, and I'll never be happy. Today, it wasn't even sadness, it was just emptiness. I have nothing left to live for, and I am planning to cross in front of a train soon, I have a note prepared.