I have lost...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by White Dove, Aug 8, 2007.

  1. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    I have lost the battle...

    The battle that was taking a toll upon my mind and my spirit ...

    I have lost all ability to feel , to love , to care, to enjoy...

    I have lost all hope.

    My fears are all gone..

    The temptation has taken over me and the battle has been lost..

    no more battle for me now..

    No more tears will fall..

    No more harsh words will penetrate my mind or soul...

    No more pain, no more heartache...

    There is no love for me nor do i have any more to give...

    All my tears were crys for help...

    All my pain was intense..

    All my hopes and dreams are now gone...

    This little Dove has had enough of the tears, enough of the heartaches, enough of the pain..

    Its time this little dove gives up...

    This little dove has taken all her heart can take..

    Its time i fly away... Its time i give up..

    Its time to lay down and die...

    The temptation has overcome the only strength this little dove has had...

    This is little dove is going for good and for real cause this little dove has finally passed that mark of fear and the things that could have stopped her can no longer have any effect upon her...

    This little dove has taken a lot and has tried to stay strong but sometimes even the people who seem to be the strongest in the World are often broken down many times...

    I cant do it anymore...

    i cant go on..

    i have tried but i am failing in all things...

    I will not return as it is a given fact.

    I have caused nothing but heartache

    This little dove will not bother anyone ever again nor cause any more hurt cause this little dove will go...

    This little dove is so very sorry cause she cant even help others because she is seen as attention seeking when in all reality she is hurting and crying for help...

    That help has gone un-noticed now the little dove is gone...