I have just been fighting for too long and I can't do this anymore, I know it is hopeless for me. Tomorrow I am going to take the first step to my suicide and hopefully I will be dead tomorrow, tuesday or wednesday. I know a lot of you are pro-life and are going to judge me for wanting to die, but you don't know how bad I truly have it, and you can throw your cliche suggestions about how "nothing is worth killing yourself," but I have heard enough. It ends for me this week, wish me luck. And I wish u all luck to, hope you can find something that helps the illness or otherwise fine a decision that helps you get out of this.