I have wanted one thing in my adult life... one thing that could fix enough problems to make life worth fighting for. All I needed was a career I enjoy and pays enough to distract myself from all the other crap that goes wrong.
4 years in college... still a fucking softmore with no direction. My current job and relationship has completly destroyed my relationship with a father figure.
Once again here I am stressing about a damned quiz and assignment.. .despite only taking one class. Every week i set out to hunt for a job something c omes up to stop me.
I have a date set... if i have the next decade of my life plannd out by then I will try to fight on. otherwise... thanks to all here who tried to help me... but I can't live for others anymore. If i am not happy then I don't want to feel anythingl
4 years in college... still a fucking softmore with no direction. My current job and relationship has completly destroyed my relationship with a father figure.
Once again here I am stressing about a damned quiz and assignment.. .despite only taking one class. Every week i set out to hunt for a job something c omes up to stop me.
I have a date set... if i have the next decade of my life plannd out by then I will try to fight on. otherwise... thanks to all here who tried to help me... but I can't live for others anymore. If i am not happy then I don't want to feel anythingl