Hello, I have no friends to talk to about this and my family is terribly abusive so I cannot speak to them. I just want to talk, I want to know someone cares a bit. And that I'll be OK someday hopefully. My partner left me, and they keep posting stuff about their new wonderful boyfriend so I can see it. I'm trans but my parents don't accept me (my mom threatened to kill herself if i dont keep pretending im a girl) and I dont live in a country in which I can be myself freely. Im so scared. My body dysphoria is unbearable, I've been dealing with it since I was 10-11. My dad lost his job and I might not be able to go to college anymore. I feel so lost. Help.