I don't know what to do anymore and I am convinced that everyone is sick of me. I am never happy. I cry all the time too. I also have no energy and constantly think of suicide. I have scars over my wrists. I am evil and worthless. I just don't want depression anymore. I have tried counselling and herbal remadies. I am even trying one right now. I have brought self help books. Nothing has worked. I am starting to see a psychiatrist soon and might even have to go on antidepressants but I have no hope.