Today was my birthday, no one wanted to do anything for it. This itself wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that in the last five days I've been dumped by text message, fired from my job and had three people refuse to talk to me. I feel like these thing's all aren't so terrible and yet I have a hard time feeling anything but dead right now... I have no idea what I should do or whether I should be upset because I'm not, really I'm just so numb to it all that it makes it even worse. And now I'm thinking about it, mostly just because if I can't even feel pain after all of that ... then whats the point anyways?