hello, I am very jealous when I walk outside and see groups of friends being happy with each other. I have no friends at all and I wonder how it will be like to have friends. I have never been to the cinema with friends, never have been shopping with friends, never got out with friends because I haven't got a friend in years. I wonder how, and where I could make friends because I feel depressed and alone. I feel like I want to die. Can anyone give me some ways to make friends and where I could make them?