I have no one

[Just_visiting]

Today i feel horrible, so sad and lonely. I have no one, my entire life i have never had any real friends. U no the kind u can tell ur secrets to and who are there on good and bad days. I've always just had people to say hi to and have meaningless chat. Then a few years ago i started talkin to a guy and we became really good friends, I thought we were close. It was so nice to have a proper real friend for the first time. But i was wrong i suppose, he doesnt really want to be my friend. I'm just someone to spend time with until somethin better comes along. Now he has gone and i literally have no one, not even people to just say hi to. Its so pathetic, i am 20 yrs old and i have never even had a real friend :sad: I'm so lonely it hurts. I just dont think i can face a life like this.
JV

 

[Nyu]

wow, reading that, i couldnt help but feel deja vu. ive never really had any close friends either, and just awhile ago, i thought a did, a guy that i had met. but even now, ive just realized he doesnt really care about me...and that i have no one. i know exactly how that feels. loneliness is deadly. But don't feel like this is how it's always going to be, you're only 20, you have your whole life in front of you to meet new people, some of which may even become close friends. and if you ever want to talk to someone,im usualy around, so feel free to p.m. me anytime.names kira btw :smile:

:hug:

 

[itmahanh]

Hey, it's not the same as real, "physical" friends but you can find many wonderful friends here. Members listen, care, support and never judge. The few people I call my truest and dearest friends I made here at this forum. We share our lives with each other, all of it, the problems, the pain and the happy moments. Without them, I dont know how I would of made it this far. Sometimes I think in person friends just wont be able to handle what my friends from here do. They truly understand where I am and offer me so much. I'm willing to listen hun if you want to share.

 

[Anime-Zodiac]

Sorry to hear about that. I'm sure you will develop real friendships on this forum and in real life. Don't give up ok.