There's just nothing to me except constant rubbish jokes. Humour only comes out when I am in my comfort zone, if I just meet someone I am cold, boring, intimidating. This is why I've failed to make friends in far too many circumstances. I have no storys to tell, I do not express opinions, I do not have anything to talk about with anyone. If other people dont talk to me I will just sit their in silence, I have nothing to say. I hate people asking questions, particularly about how I feel or if I like something. I wont give anything but a 1 word answer. I am crap at small talk and it comes off unnatural and uncomfortable. I constantly go on about how I need 3 elements, a career, social life, love life, but I cannot get anywhere because of my personality. Socially what is the point, when I get in the situations I am crap, I have nothing to say, I will do nothing, I'm pathetic in clubs and other things so my friends stopped inviting me out!!!! I've never had a girl because I have no personality, I cannot connect because of it, in my life, the only girls that have wanted me since I was about 14 have been the mentally weak who get cheered up by my humour, but I was never attracted to them and it took months for them to develop an attraction. Infact my best friend is only with me because my humour picked him up when he was down, once he got a life, a gf, he disappeared, then when he lost it all he came back. But my humour is all I have to say, and throughout the past 5 years I have been told its annoying them, they get sick of it. There is just nothing to me. Some people on here who know me may say "oh you do have a personality, i have seen it" etc etc, but its not the same on the internet, hiding behind a firewall, no one can see you, say what you want, and most of you will have probably noticed I make a few silly jokes in situations as well. I'm sick of myself now. What is the point in anything if i'm not going to go anywhere because of my personality, its making me have to work longer, harder, wait longer, just to reach certain positions. I completely rely on friends to get me more friends.