im 17. and i cant really see why i should carry on breathing this air and wasting people's time. i just have no emotion inside me. i cant handle all this bull* around me anymore. i just dont see the point of this but im scared, so much of actually killing myself, i did it once but i survived the overdose. am so tempted 2 do the same again. ive gone from this :biggrin: to this :sad: in the space of a few months. for some reason i feel like topping myself this sunday. i dont know why. just try and get this over and done with soon, so that people can quickly forget that i ever existed and i can sleep forever.