I have never met or known of anyone who is a bigger loser than me. I have crippling social anxiety, to the point where I have no friends, no job, no love life, don't leave the house that often. At 26, I have to live at home with my family, who are at least nice, but condescending; they see me as a lost cause and have lost hope of me becoming a functioning member of society. It's a horrible feeling for the very few people who care about you to pity you, and to be ignored by the rest of the people around you when you are so painfully lonely and long for some positive human interaction that never happens. I only go out once or twice a week, and I'm in a much better mood when I do so. But I can't afford to do that more often. The rest of my days have to be spent trapped at home, where the isolation gets so unbearable, my mood constantly descends to suicidal. I'm going insane. How do I deal? Help?!