Hi, I'm new here and I need some help. I was very suicidal a few years back and now I am thinking back to those thoughts again. Nothing that I used to care about interests me anymore. I have no motivation to keep busy and when I am not busy I think. I think about how unhappy I truly am and how I wish I could be happy. I have a pretty good life. I just got into my first real relationship when I thought no one could like me. Yet, that doesn't even feel real. I don't live each day to the next, I simply exist. I don't know how to get out of this lull. I am off for summer break and yet I already want to go back to university. Anything can help. Thank you.