I am soon going to be dead. I will leave behind 5 kids and my fiance (or ex) depending on how she feels about it at the time. I have a plan and I think tonight is the night. I am afraid that if I wait too long then I will change my mind. I am going to drive into the country and find a secluded place and complete. I hope that I suceed and that I am not found until I am dead. I do not want to be found and then revived only to have to try it again. < Mod edit Hazel: Methods > After it burns for a while it gets easier to drink larger amounts. I will have ot write a note with some basic instructions on what she's to do with the bills, etc. Other than that just have to pick up two 40's today and go for it. I hope I'm not freaking out too many people on this board but writing it out makes it real. I am determined and resolved. Thank-you for reading.