I have reached my limit. I have tried to stay positive, to be upbeat but I see the world around me is starting to crumble. I have tried to be strong and get by but, the more I try the more I fail and I am getting tired of it. I have no social life and no friend and for a long time it hurt it still hurts, but I moved on and placed everything on my academics, but now that is coming apart and I see that I am left with nothing. I have nothing in to look forward to and nothing to hold on to, so after years of trying, I am ready to let go and stop waiting for something that is never going to come.