i HAVE to cut.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by audioscars, Oct 30, 2010.

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  1. audioscars

    audioscars New Member

    i want to cut...

    i HAVE to cut.

    It's all i think about anymore, i'm obsessed with it. I do it now for no reason. I just HAVE to. I have to feel the razor going across my skin. And i use to be able to just do it once and think 'oh, this is stupid. Why did i do that?'
    But now i have to do it more than once. I cut myself 4 times last night. Woke up this morning and cut myself 2 more times.


    I'm getting addicted.

    I've been doing this for almost two years..It's my only outlet.

    I don't know what to do anymore, ...
    i don't really care.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You care you do it is a coping skill that is hard to give up i hope you get therapy to get some better coping skills okay You don't deserve more pain you deserve kindness okay be kind to you.
  3. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    This is what has been working for me lately I think of the scars that will never fade and that there is that chance I will cut to deep and have to go get stitches.

    Where I'm from and with my hospital record that will land me in a mental hospital.
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