i want to cut... i HAVE to cut. It's all i think about anymore, i'm obsessed with it. I do it now for no reason. I just HAVE to. I have to feel the razor going across my skin. And i use to be able to just do it once and think 'oh, this is stupid. Why did i do that?' But now i have to do it more than once. I cut myself 4 times last night. Woke up this morning and cut myself 2 more times. *SIGH* I'm getting addicted. I've been doing this for almost two years..It's my only outlet. I don't know what to do anymore, ... i don't really care.