I was thinking things finally were getting just a little better... I've got my own apartment, now, and although I haven't moved in, yet, it's slowly heading towards that. With an apartment, I actually CAN have a girlfriend, if I'd find one. But then I hear that mites come from larvae. I thought they were arachnoids, and hatched from eggs, as small spiders. But apparently, they begin as larvae. I have larvae all over my body. Small spiders would be one thing, but larvae is... I'm almost wondering if I'm dreaming, but I know I'm not. I can't live in a world, where my body is covered with larvae colonies. I have the worst phobia you can have, almost, when it comes to larvae. I don't even want to get over it, either, and I could never, anyway. I should start focusing on suicide, again. I must start focusing on suicide, again.