Out of the billions of people who live on this planet there is always going to be some people who are just not useful or at least are defective. I'm one of those people. I just don't fit in anywhere. I have never felt like I belong. I'm able to fit in partially for so many things. Nerd, smart, funny, athletic, etc. but nowhere did I ever fit completely. There is always something that made me so different than anyone else. I need to die. To aleviate the troubles I am causing for others. I'm nothing but a burden for my mother and I'm never going to be a good member of society. I am too broken and angry. I either need to be locked away somewhere or easier, killed. If I had what I needed I'd do it myself.