i have to finish what i started

it's the only way to fix things.

 

How exactly will that fix anything?

 

no no no no no..

Come on matt, remember waht you and your friends were talking about?
Hold on.. you can do it..

 

i feel a lot better now, well actually still quite rubbish but i'm not going to kill myself, i'm fortunate enough to have a couple of people in my life who really do love me. I'm going to try and get myself admitted to hospital on sunday, when they can both be with me.

 

Good luck and please keep letting us know how you are doing and how the hospital goes if you go there Sunday.Thinking of you.im glad that you have some people there to support you and remember that you have all of us too.i think that you are very strong.

Take care
kath