I am in IOP and I shared about my bipolar and my suicide. I found out after sharing all that, that one of the other patients is a client at my job. She now knows everything about me, and everyone at work will know and then I will get fired. For being a sick freak. I can't live anymore. I have to kill myself now. I can't go back to work and I can't go back to treatment. There is no other hope for me. I am going to have to die. I hate myself. I am worthless garbage. I hate myself. I hate myself.