Looking for someone here, who suggested I try this site out. She (I think) goes by Eclipse I won't say anything about me 'cause it'll get me banned or censored, and frankly I've gotten all of that I can take from these so-called mental-health sites. Eclipse offered to talk to me about my issues in PM here on this site, and that is why I am here. If anyone knows Eclipses name on this site, please point her to this thread. I can't remember what name she goes by here.