Hi. I'm not sure what I should say or how to come across. I've been struggling for years now. I have never spoke to anyone about anything and should have turned to somewhere/one sooner. The reason I am posting now and choosing to chat here in an anonymous position is that I am scared. I'm scared to talk to someone. But I have got to a point now that I'm scared of what I could (but hope not) to myself. Every day seems to be a little bit more difficult than the last and it hasn't got any better over the years. I'm here in the hope that someone might be able to chat with me about stuff and let me know that tomorrow is going to be at least a little better. Thank you.