Hello to all, I have some strange pains (since school days) where nobody helps me. There is combination between sinusitis maxillaries (very dry mucus membrane), neck and shoulder muscles, neuralgias (TN, Occipital and Suprascapularis). I am always tired, sleepy, have pains bellow eye balls and eye holes; my face and right shoulder muscle (levator scapula) are swollen. At the same time my Urine is dark yellow. Since 1989 I am searching the cause for that but there is nothing!. Everybody says different: bad circulation, trigger points all over head, face, neck and shoulder in combination with sinusitis (all that causes three neuralgias, the worst is atypical trigeminal neuralgia). The only two doctors that have helped me were: one Neurologist in abroad (he gave me injection between neck and shoulder muscle and was good for five years). The second doctor was Neurologist from Russia who has worked here from 1997-1999. He left then to Russia. The consequences are: 1. I don't work since 29.5.2001; 2. I get Social Help from May 1st 2002, 200 Euro per month; 3. My small apartment is by Insurance Company and I have to pay, otherwise there will be delogation from the apartment. 4. With apartment my debts are about 9.100 Euro. 5. Although I speak more foreign languages (was in tourism, over 23 years) it doesn't help me, because with this pains (my face looks different, very strange and I am totally sleepy) I can't live anymore. My first suicide try was with 23 years and 9 months, when I was living in abroad (it was only wish to get asleep). From December 2003 until September 2006, I have escaped to neighbour country and took more sleeping pills, four times: because of the problems with Bank, then with Insurance and now with the Court. I feel like somebody who has killed more people and is punished for that.. Can anybody give me some advice, please? Stella p.s. There is my photo at my profile!