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decompensated narcissism, obsessive-compulsive PD, an oppositional PD, CPTSD, depression, (rarely) hypomania, and I'm probably forgetting one or two. I'm a grab bag of mental disorders. Is it any wonder I wish I weren't alive anymore?
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Hi WistWand,

That is quite a list. How long did it take for your doctor/s to figure all that out?

I have BP but I'm mixed. Being mixed can fool a lot of doctors. It took me 8 years to find the right doctor and get diagnosed.

And yes, I understand. All these conditions pulling your body in all directions. It's continually uncomfortable. I think about suicide too.



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All the diagnosis I've had in my life in order of appearance:

Borderline Personality Disorder
Schizoid Personality Disorder
Depression (again)
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Schizotypal Personality Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder
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