i thought this shit had blown over!!! i havent felt suicidal for quite a while now... i have felt depressed, but not suicidal. i have just come home from a great day out... and i feel worse then ever, but for know reason at all!! why why why??!?!? i hate feeling like this and as soon as it goes away, sure as hell it will be back with in a month! life is to damn hard! too many rocky roads, none are smooth! all these twists and turns im getting more and more lost!!! at the end of the road, i know there is a knife and a way to end it all!!!