I hit my head off walls.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by BLacK, Aug 8, 2006.

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  1. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    When I am really depressed, I hit myself and hit my head off walls.
    I scream into my pillow, and throw things at my walls, because I feel agitated.
    I used to hit my head off the wall until I went dizzy, then after a few seconds the physical pain in my head would be so strong that I forgot about my emotional pain, and it satisfied me.

    I haven't done it recently, that last time I did it was a year ago when I was banned off the internet :sad: I don't want to do it again but sometimes I feel like I can't control myself.
     
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