I wish I had never breathed a second in this world. Life is a drain being alone. Life is a pain when no one understands you. Life is agony when every day is a continuation of the next and all you have is your own thoughts to keep you company. I am insanely jealous and tremendously sad when I hear of people commiting suicide. In my heart it should be me and not them, but they are surely now in a better place than this cold and unforgiving world. Only a matter of time.