My boyfriend has a pool team, there is this B*TCH that he considers a friend. SHe was supposed to pick me up so that I could go out with them tonight, but she decided to ignore my texts and my calls. SHe totally hangs on him and manipulates him. He knows how much all of this bothers me but it doesn't seem to bother him. I was texting him and he kept basically telling me that he was busy....so I left it alone. He text me later to tell me that they won and that they were going out to celebrate. He knows that I wanted to go and that I DIDN"T want to have to spend yet another night at home alone crying all night. He always makes excuses for her and it infuriates me.
This is just tonight. Everything else in my life is going to h*ll too.
If he knows, and it's a big enough problem that you guys fight about it (more than once, it sounds like), I have to wonder why he would treat you that way. You deserve someone who treats you with respect and understanding.
I know you love him. But will you do something for me? Take a few deep breaths and try to calm down a little. I know it's hard, but try. You're hurting a lot right now, and I'd like you to take a step back to give yourself time to think. Do you have msn?
I really wish that it was that simple. We talked last nigh for about two hours and I am still drained. I have a killer headache and I am still at a point where I don't know what to do. I feel as though I am in love with him 100% but he isn't sure anymore. I don't know what to do or how to go about doing it. I love him and this hurts me a lot...