I hope to embrace peace soon...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by gwalchmei, Aug 6, 2008.

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  1. gwalchmei

    gwalchmei Well-Known Member

    I have finally found a method which should be fairly painless. I'm not going to write it down here (because they delete such things here, anyway - and believe it or not, I don't want any of you trying this).
    While I want peace, at least with this I can also do penance, and face the destruction I so richly deserve...
  2. gwalchmei

    gwalchmei Well-Known Member

    And please don't ask to talk it out with me. It's just that I'm sick of this life. I'm sick of the stupidities. I'm sick of busting my ass off doing the right thing, and nearly killing myself (no pun intended) trying to help others. And what do I get in return? Left with the consequences of other peoples' mistakes - "Geez, we fucked up, but you have to take the consequences for our mistake(s)"!!!
    And if you say anything about it (when they're clearly the ones to blame), you're told you're putting the blame off on others (namely them).
    And I don't even like laying blame on others - it's just that when they're so callous about it, and when they won't even own up to their mistakes and they insist that you take the consequences (and get indignant as to any suggestion otherwise).
    This world blows -it's a few people who grab everything that isn't nailed down for themselves. And screw the rest of us. They perpetuate their miserable, vacuous lives on a pile of broken hearts.
    My blood is on their hands.
  3. bluegrey

    bluegrey Antiquities Friend

    The excruciating pain you are feeling is going to be felt, identically if not even more so by the people who love you if you end your life. Please let at least that be enough of a reason to tell a psychiatrist how much danger you are in. The pain you are in will be relieved, the pain you might otherwise cause never will.
  4. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Think of the ones who love you, because there are many, although sometimes we feel there arent' when we are in such pain. Whilst you will be free of the pain, they will have to live with the guilt and pain for the rest of their live. It will be agony for them. Take yourself to ER or tell someone you are in danger. bluegrey said it nicely.
  5. middleofnowhere

    middleofnowhere Well-Known Member

    Peace can be found even in the middle of chaos, when the whole world seems out of control. I encourage you to seek peace here in this life.
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    If things get that bad that you are ready to harm yourseif you need to have someone take you to the hospital. You don't need to be driving in that state of mind. If you have no one to take you then call for an ambulance. What ever it takes to get you help. Your loved ones are going to be scarred for life if you go thru with it. If there are chidren by you or from a family member It will be with them for the rest of there lives. That is the only thing holding me back from commiting!!You need to find that one thing that will hold you back!!! Please don't harm yourself, and seek the help you need!!! Be Safe!!!
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