I hoping Ive got cancer or something.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by forlorn, Jan 21, 2008.

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  1. forlorn

    forlorn Staff Alumni

    Got to go for blood tests today and when the results come back Im hoping that Ive not got long to live and I can get the hell out here. It would be perfect because I havent got the balls to end it, though Ive got the perfect method thats fool proof. Want it to end. I'm wishing away my nightmare.
  2. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Stay around fighting! I hope everything is fine. :hug:
  3. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    what going on hun :hug:
  4. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Hoping you have cancer? Trust me, no you don't. I personally hope that your test results come back good. I don't want you to have to suffer through the Hell you are feeling but the Hell of cancer is definitley not something you want to experience either. Please let the members here help you through the pain and torment you are battling.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: i hope you will be fine hun! we are here for you if you want to chat :hug:
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Be careful what you wish for forlorn, you just might get it...
  7. Alastair

    Alastair Well-Known Member

    There was an ass, belonging to an herb-seller who gave him too little food
    and too much work made a petition to Jupiter to be released from
    his present service and provided with another master. Jupiter,
    after warning him that he would repent his request, caused him to
    be sold to a tile-maker. Shortly afterwards, finding that he had
    heavier loads to carry and harder work in the brick-field, he
    petitioned for another change of master. Jupiter, telling him
    that it would be the last time that he could grant his request,
    ordained that he be sold to a tanner. The Ass found that he had
    fallen into worse hands, and noting his master's occupation,
    said, groaning: "It would have been better for me to have been
    either starved by the one, or to have been overworked by the
    other of my former masters, than to have been bought by my
    present owner, who will even after I am dead tan my hide, and
    make me useful to him."

    He that finds discontentment in one place may not find happiness in another
  8. Reki

    Reki Well-Known Member

    If you get cancer you're in for a lot of suffering. People are always saying emotional pain is far worse than physical pain, that's because very few people actually know the extremes of physical pain. Some pain can be so intense you wouldn't have thought it possible for it to exist had you not felt it for yourself. The body corroding from Cancer no joke. If you haven't got the balls to off yourself you sure haven't got the balls to endure the kind of pain Cancer will bring. Be careful what you wish for.
  9. Maybe you wish this now, but what if you do have it? What if all of a sudden the people that care for you make you realize that you dont wish a slow death by disease upon yourself anymore? I hope that you do not have cancer, and that things turn around for you. Because once you have cancer, and if you change your mind- there is pretty much no way of going back.
  10. HOW

    HOW Well-Known Member

    Cancer is horrible. If you´ve experienced people going through cancer you would really know how terrible it actually is. Having cancer would probably just show you how much you actually do want to live and how much the people around you care for you.

    Please keep fighting
  11. kitai16

    kitai16 Well-Known Member

    What symptoms do you have?

    What kind of cancer are you being tested for?

    When do you get your results back?
  12. An Angel in Black

    An Angel in Black Well-Known Member

    i hope you dont have cancer sweety, i hope things get better for you..ill pray for you ok?
  13. forlorn

    forlorn Staff Alumni

    Im really sorry for this thread, I cant believe that i wrote It. Where was my head
  14. kitai16

    kitai16 Well-Known Member

    *hugs* It's okay, hun. But how are things?
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