This past week starting sunday Kind of snapped... and went on an angry ranting spree. When look back at this spree I see that I hurt a great many people. Not just the strangers but those close to me. And I am depressed about it now. I just lost control... I was just so angry for some reason.... but now it is all falling away. And I see the damage I have done. It hurts me to see that more damage has been done to my friends then the random strangers. I can run around asking for forgiveness... but do I really deserve it? I always take back what I say... and that hurts too because it means I acted without thinking... When I think about the damage done I cannot help but think I can't even forgive myself for the pain I caused. :cry: What should I do?