I have a lot of problems... My mom yells. All the time. She always yells about how we never do anything, even though we're TRYING, we really are. My dad.. he used to be abusive, now he's out of the picture. I am so depressed and a lot of the time I feel like no one likes me and that they shouldn't. Because I'm not worth it. I'm not. I don't know how to cope with this. I can't cut. My friend made me promise. He... he cares. But I feel like I bug him with my problems and the last thing I want to do is bring someone else down with me. I mean there's nothing he can do... I just... I can't keep going like this! I'm a pretty bad person anyway.. I dunno what to do... I want to be happier. I want to be WORTH something. I know that this problem could be fixed with therapy...maybe... but I can't afford it. I don't trust therapists anyway.