And I hate myself. I feel so disgusting. For the past two days, I've been trying to have a "no sugar" diet. Yesterday was successful. I thought today was going to be as well, but I just ate a ton of holiday cookies, chips, and mini pancakes. Blah. I have no self control and I disgust myself.... I wish I could eat like a normal person, just once. I'm either eating too little or eating too much.