Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by among the stars, Jan 14, 2013.
ive harmed, ive attempted. i cant do this anymore. everything has fallen apart. im done
sorry to hear that you feel this way. do you want to say more about why you are feeling this way?
Hugs to you hun i mean that ok keep reaching out hun i know it hurts but hold on ok hugs
Meg are you ok?
no im not ok
actually im far from ok. i just want to say fuck it. even tho im talking with a 'therapist' they'll never know how im feeling. not really. they cant make my pain go away. it doesnt stop me from harming everynight. its doesnt stop me from thinking about death all the time. im so tired. so very tired. i cant take everyones shit load anymore and yet i have to, cuz i dont break promises no matter how much it hurts. even if it kills me...and if it doesnt then this war inside me will.