i just cant anymore

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by forever_scarred, Jan 14, 2013.

  1. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    ive harmed, ive attempted. i cant do this anymore. everything has fallen apart. im done
  2. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    sorry to hear that you feel this way. do you want to say more about why you are feeling this way?
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you hun i mean that ok keep reaching out hun i know it hurts but hold on ok hugs
  4. Eternal Availer

    Eternal Availer New Member

    Meg are you ok?
  5. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    no im not ok
  6. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    actually im far from ok. i just want to say fuck it. even tho im talking with a 'therapist' they'll never know how im feeling. not really. they cant make my pain go away. it doesnt stop me from harming everynight. its doesnt stop me from thinking about death all the time. im so tired. so very tired. i cant take everyones shit load anymore and yet i have to, cuz i dont break promises no matter how much it hurts. even if it kills me...and if it doesnt then this war inside me will.