Its getting on my nerves so much.. I've got depression add, and dispraxia, a cordination problem which basically means im Very unskilled at most things. So.. when I try to work, I have to get passed my depression which obviously leaves me hopeless for everything, and keeps my moral down.. then when I get passed that annoyance, my poor attention gets the best of me, so I have to be able to Maintain my focus to tasks.. Then once I finally get past them, what I produce, or what I get out of something, Is so little because im So unskilled. This is annoying me the most at this time.. Because I have to revise for Gcse's.. Which I cant keep my concentration on at all... and I try and do tests the handwriting is Rubbish... And I could even fail gcse's just because my handwriting is too bad... And my depression is just turning So bad.. I really wanna kill myself. And the thing is.. If Im finding this hard.. what will the future hold for me. Im gonna be unemployed trying to Harbour of my family. Their telling me If I dont do well, Im a huge dissapointment to them... and they might kick me out. ... I dont fucking understand why I've gotta be so.. Useless. I wanna keep going... I do.. but.. what have I got to live for in the long run. this is a hurdle sure.. but later is just gonna be torture... and I'd rather save myself from the hassle.