I fucked up. I can't help but feel that way.
I slept with my ex's best friend. It wasn't to get back at him, I was drunk, it just happened. I don't regret it. Yet I didn't want my ex finding out. But everyone knew... I just didn't expect that it'd be my best friend to tell him...
We've been friends for years, I tell her everything. We're there for each other...or so i thought. I told her it wasn't her business to tell him. And she jsut didn't get it. Finally I snapped at her...we havent talked since.
This all seems like pointless drama, but for me its too much.
I've been through too much to coupe with even the smallest things. My dad was abusive. My mom battled leukemia. My grandmother died of cancer days after my birthday...before i got a chance to see her.
I just feel like in my life...i can't seem to get a break. I need a break!
I've never done anything wrong. I've never hurt anyone. I've never done anything illegal. I've been a loyal and honest friend, girlfriend, daughter. So why can't something right happen???
I feel like I have nothing to live for...
But then again I have my family. But they moved away from me. so...
My friends say I'm to self centered...The way I see it. I care about myself. Because no one else does...But I'm done caring...
I just so badly need something good. Something to pick me back up before I fall to far...
I slept with my ex's best friend. It wasn't to get back at him, I was drunk, it just happened. I don't regret it. Yet I didn't want my ex finding out. But everyone knew... I just didn't expect that it'd be my best friend to tell him...
We've been friends for years, I tell her everything. We're there for each other...or so i thought. I told her it wasn't her business to tell him. And she jsut didn't get it. Finally I snapped at her...we havent talked since.
This all seems like pointless drama, but for me its too much.
I've been through too much to coupe with even the smallest things. My dad was abusive. My mom battled leukemia. My grandmother died of cancer days after my birthday...before i got a chance to see her.
I just feel like in my life...i can't seem to get a break. I need a break!
I've never done anything wrong. I've never hurt anyone. I've never done anything illegal. I've been a loyal and honest friend, girlfriend, daughter. So why can't something right happen???
I feel like I have nothing to live for...
But then again I have my family. But they moved away from me. so...
My friends say I'm to self centered...The way I see it. I care about myself. Because no one else does...But I'm done caring...
I just so badly need something good. Something to pick me back up before I fall to far...