i'm tired of being the strong one. i'm tired of having nothing but shit after shit happen to me, causing me to break down what little resolve i have. I'm tired of beign alone and unloved with no one to care. no one would come to my funeral save for my grandmother and father. and if it wasn't for them i would have xxxxx. i have no friends, and no one to rely on. i have nothing. and things keep getting worse and worse. i have absolutely nothing and no one.