I am 24 y\o living in a country where I barely know the local language which means that I cant work on the sort of jobs I am educated with (computers/clients) I am here because my dad "invited" me for a limited time then he promised he will send me back its been 2 years since I came, and he dont want to send me back any more... Hes telling me that I have to prove him that I can take care of myself before he will send me back, but how can I take care of myself if: 1. I dont have citizenship so I cant work on most jobs 2. On the jobs that dont require citizenship I cant work as i am not physically strong enough 3. On many jobs I cant work anyways due to my anxiety issues So I cant work here AT ALL while back in my original country I could work here and there yet I cant go back as I dont have money for the ticket My income is 0, total 0 for 2 years! Im suck here, with nothing I cant go on like this I am wasting my time! I have no friends here, as i am not familiar with the local cloture i see no other option, I cant live like that I must end it No hope for me, I am lost I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it I must end it!!!!!!!