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I just cant...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Ajean, Aug 8, 2012.

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  1. Ajean

    Ajean Well-Known Member

    I'm really out of new things to say.

    I just hurt. As always.

    And I'm not taking anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds because I had some severe hallucinations of men in the hallway and at the foot of my bed and my paranoia got so much worse. But without the meds I have to deal with nightmares. And I'm not talking the kind that go away when you wake up. They stick with me. All of them. Its watching children drown a pastor. And have your family burn to death.
    And not just that, emotionally tolling things too. Like being abandoned, and cheated on and lied to. But I know its not real. I know it has to just be my subconsious worrying. But its draining.

    I'm tired. Of everything.

    I've got more than I can handle.

    And theres so many things I'm not allowed to talk about. And I'm falling apart. And I'm just done.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    why are you not taking medication why do you not go to your doctor and get the help you deserve you need hun

    Time to stop and get the help to get you stable ok hugs
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