i just carnt

[tm2h]

ijust carnt stay here anymore, i have the means i just need to find some where i wont/carnt be found well not in time.....sorry....

 

[Abacus21]

Hi there.

Why d'you feel like you can't stay alive anymore?
Post if you can - it may help to write some of your thoughts and feelings down

Take care :hug:

 

[tm2h]

everything is just going wrong it would be so much easier this way,if only it worked thats why i need to be somewhere i carnt be found sorry.... dont want to worry anyone....

 

[aeommai]

i feel the same way, talk to me about it.
it'd be nice to know i'm not the only one who feels bad.

 

[tm2h]

i wouldnt know where to start its a long boaring story.but to sumerise my ex is harrasing me nothing new there he knows he can do it especialy this time of the year. knows what buttons to press, the nightmares of abusefrom my childhood {what childhood} are back and also from my marrage It would be so much easier just to take the meds i have in front of me and also to harm in other ways as i have been drinking NOT DRUNK it would just help to dull the pain may be make it all go away who knows......

 

[xenflyz]

call police and say he tried to rape you?

 

[tm2h]

xenflyz i carnt call the police on him he is to intimadating and when i did when we were married i always pulled out of pressing charges against him.. like i said he knows which buttons to press......

 

[famous.last.words]

i can see there are so many things you need to talk about and im so sorry for all that has happened.
but he has already taken away so much, dont let him take this too.