well i just did something and i felt i had no choice but to...
i am so torn up and hurt right now. my chest is really bothering me, guess i got too upset but i cant take it anymore. the only way i can help myself is to remove myself.
so what happened?
well i was feeling pretty good today/yesterday, was happy but then i go to log on to read the news at this one site i still visit and right out in the open and in the religion section is this big post from a mod saying basically that im childish, and somehow hurting the forum by things i post and do or say, that im throwing a pity party, then at the end telling me that i have support there:huh: i mean what the hell? thats not support.. i did not need to read that, they tell me im wanted there but then do this? i mean why not send that to me in a pm? instead this mod posted this out in the open so others would respond to it and boy did they ever, telling him that was the best post ever on the board etc..
well i did something, probably should not have but did it anyway.. i have had it with people like that.. they do things only to hurt and then brag about how much they care and want me to be a member there? i mean what the hell do they think? i posted a reply and i did curse in it, see i had been quiet yet this mod got mad because i had not posted anything. i did not post anything cause when i post they get mad, and a few things that i had posted did more harm to me and i came to my sences and deleted the parts and this mod got mad because i deleted the parts after posting them..
bible says repent does it not? does it not mean in the bible that if something is said to hurt someone then one should correct it when you come to the understanding what you did was wrong? i mean things i posted probably hurt others and me also, so this mod says well im going to bring back everything you posted ,etc... it just hurts to much, so white doves gone...
i am so torn up and hurt right now. my chest is really bothering me, guess i got too upset but i cant take it anymore. the only way i can help myself is to remove myself.
so what happened?
well i was feeling pretty good today/yesterday, was happy but then i go to log on to read the news at this one site i still visit and right out in the open and in the religion section is this big post from a mod saying basically that im childish, and somehow hurting the forum by things i post and do or say, that im throwing a pity party, then at the end telling me that i have support there:huh: i mean what the hell? thats not support.. i did not need to read that, they tell me im wanted there but then do this? i mean why not send that to me in a pm? instead this mod posted this out in the open so others would respond to it and boy did they ever, telling him that was the best post ever on the board etc..
well i did something, probably should not have but did it anyway.. i have had it with people like that.. they do things only to hurt and then brag about how much they care and want me to be a member there? i mean what the hell do they think? i posted a reply and i did curse in it, see i had been quiet yet this mod got mad because i had not posted anything. i did not post anything cause when i post they get mad, and a few things that i had posted did more harm to me and i came to my sences and deleted the parts and this mod got mad because i deleted the parts after posting them..
bible says repent does it not? does it not mean in the bible that if something is said to hurt someone then one should correct it when you come to the understanding what you did was wrong? i mean things i posted probably hurt others and me also, so this mod says well im going to bring back everything you posted ,etc... it just hurts to much, so white doves gone...